The worst thing about learning the hard way is that, it roots in your mind and pierces through your heart.

-FrenchSha

I’ve told the world how much I appreciated Lee Min Ho and Jung Il Woo. And just recently, I encountered a group of unfamiliar people, their countrymen. I turned myself into the friendliest and most approachable person that I could ever be. I was nice, extremely nice to them. I made friends with one of them, a woman 3 years older than me and I and my friends made sure she makes herself comfortable with us. She was laughing with us even if sometimes she doesn’t get it.

Maybe it was our fault to think that we were that close enough and invited ourselves in the place she was staying at. Well, she was the first one to ask us. And we all agreed. I thought the night was perfect and we grew closer. However, it is actually and definitely true, everything is not what it seems.

Warning: I write from the heart and have no intention of offending anyone. I’d like to state my opinion responsibly. So if you think that I’m all close-minded and prejudging, I respect that. So do respect what I have to say.

I felt betrayed and dreadfully angry. This new-found friend, who I thought was a real friend, does not deserve to be called as such. We gave her company and made her feel the awesome Filipino hospitality. I cared for her. Checking her every now and then to make sure she doesn’t feel alone. We were very nice to her but all we got was a stab from behind. But I admit that we were at fault too. Thinking she’d be able to enjoy what usually makes me and my friends feel really bonded. For us, American Pie type of movies are hilarious and shouldn’t be taken seriously. So we watched these movies “The Housemaid” which won a lot of awards from Cannes Festival, Sex is Zero, since it was nerve-cracking funny. But I guess we shouldn’t have gone that far. They said that real friends laugh at things like that. It didn’t mean anything to us, not at all. We just wanted to watch one funny movie or two and a friend suggested it to us. But today I received the news. And I felt really bad. I am sad. Sad to hear about what they (new-found friends’ friends) had to say about it. And it made me feel furious.

So for you new-found friend, we’re very sorry if we’ve offended you in anyway. You’ve set the scores equal. Now let’s stop hurting each other and end it. :’|